If You Could Hear My Heart

“Come here,” Shen Chi beckoned with his hand.

Xu Chaomu scampered over, drawing close to his face.

“Want it?” Shen Chi’s voice was low and husky.

“Yes.”

“Kiss me here, and I’ll get it for you,” Shen Chi pointed to his right cheek, but his handsome face remained serious.

“Shameless!” Xu Chaomu fumed.

The tiny flame in her heart flared up, dealing with this beast, there’s no good ending!

“Shameless? Fine, kiss here then,” Shen Chi pointed to his lips.

“Get lost! Shen Chi, you are the most despicable man I’ve ever seen!”

“Alright, then let’s eat,” he said.

After speaking, Shen Chi seemed to lose interest, leaving the back of the sofa, preparing to stand up.

Xu Chaomu pushed him down, pinned him to the sofa, steeled her heart, closed her eyes, and with a do-or-die attitude, planted a kiss on his cheek.

Just as she prepared to retreat fully, Shen Chi suddenly grabbed her shoulders, turned over, and pinned her down on the sofa.

The next second, his cold lips pressed against hers.

This kiss, from the start, wasn’t gentle at all, crushing her lips, she could feel Shen Chi’s roughness.

Shen Chi closed his eyes, unheedingly, grinding and kissing her moist, red lips repeatedly.

Kissing her deeper and deeper, he ravished her lips, savoring her fragrance.

Xu Chaomu was stunned, her shoulders aching from his grip.

She had just kissed him, was her posture incorrect? Why such an extreme reaction from him.

This not-so-gentle kiss nearly made it hard for Xu Chaomu to breathe.

She punched and kicked, but Shen Chi was holding her down, immobile.

Xu Chaomu had no choice but to let him kiss her. She should avoid provoking this beast in the future.

His kiss was very rough, domineering, and overbearing, and carried a hint of dissatisfaction.

After what felt like an eternity, the man finally seemed satisfied, releasing her slightly swollen lips, and hovered above her, looking down at her.

“You… will keep your word?” Xu Chaomu muttered.

“What?” he asked indifferently.

“The autographed photo,” Xu Chaomu said angrily. Had he forgotten so quickly?

“Back overseas, if you wanted something, would you do the same?” he coldly raised his finger, stroking her swollen red lips.

His eyes were filled with cold sharpness, and his tone was very displeased.

“What do you mean?” Xu Chaomu’s smiling face also faded.

What does his question imply? What does he take her for?

“Can’t understand?” Shen Chi said coldly.

Xu Chaomu felt as if electricity surged through her body, even her lips quivering.

“Shen Chi, I get it. You mean to say that to get what I want, I’m willing to sell my looks and body, right? Yes, that’s right, overseas, if I really wanted something, I’d find an old man, they have money, power, and connections, whatever you want, they have.”

“You…”

“What’s the matter? Do you despise me?” Xu Chaomu saw his disdain as he furrowed his brow, “Have you forgotten that I’m carrying another man’s child?”

Xu Chaomu was angry too. How could he act like this?

He himself flirted with other women, she hadn’t said a word. She had done nothing, and yet he despised her.

Shen Chi pursed his lips tightly, not speaking, his eyes fixed on her.

“You have plenty of women pining after you, not lacking pure and innocent ones. I’m not pure, why don’t you just find someone pure? It doesn’t matter if you look down on me or not; after all, I’ve slept with a man, even have a child, think what you will!”

Shen Chi’s shoulders shook slightly, obviously enraged by Xu Chaomu.

His eyes reddening, as if wishing he could tear Xu Chaomu apart and devour her.

“It was you who brought me back to the Shen’s. Regret it? Embarrassed by me? No problem, we can part ways amicably, I can leave right now. Anyway, you already know my situation, I never lied to you. If I hadn’t slept with a man, I wouldn’t have this child. If you feel embarrassed, there’s no need to speak, I can leave on my own.”

Shen Chi fiercely grasped her shoulders, the strength making Xu Chaomu’s shoulders hurt.

HIs bloodshot eyes stared at her as a leopard would, looking down on its prey.

He knew, she had slept with another man; otherwise, she wouldn’t be carrying this child.

“Xu Chaomu, do you think I could not live without you?” he said coldly.

“I don’t have that much charm. Honestly, Shen Chi, with your awful temper, staying with you is like living on the edge, and I don’t want to be around you for a second!”

Xu Chaomu was furious. Why had she provoked this unpredictable man again?

“Xu Chaomu, do you think I wouldn’t dare to do anything to you?” Shen Chi continued.

He gripped her chin, his icy gaze drilling into her.

“Shen Chi, I know, being with me is humiliating for you. You have always been adored and showered with praise from everyone since childhood. You want for nothing. I, Xu Chaomu, am just a wild child, and now, I’m even carrying someone else’s child. You, Shen Chi, must feel humiliated. If that’s the case, if you despise and look down on me, then divorce me. I never forced you.”

“Even if we could be together fine for three or five years, you would still feel uneasy. Maybe I’ve been away for five years and now that I’m back, you think you won’t let go, but what about in five years, seven years, ten years?”

“You can say that you’ll treat my child as your own now, but what about later? You, a man who is successful in every aspect, who has numerous women, wouldn’t you want your own flesh and blood? A man’s heart is the most vulnerable to the ravages of time.”

“If you feel humiliated, if you despise and look down on me, then let’s divorce sooner rather than waiting for a few years to kick me out!”

Xu Chaomu thought, she was just an ordinary girl, who also feared instability.

Often, due to the vast disparity between them, she hardly felt secure at all.

“What is this attitude?” Shen Chi asked with a cold voice.

“Are you blind? Can’t you see my attitude? Fine, let me make it clearer. I, Xu Chaomu, am not worthy of you, Shen Chi. No need to pick on me further. I lived very freely and promiscuously overseas, are you satisfied now?”

Xu Chaomu was truly angry. In his mind, she was just a casual person.

If that’s what he thought, why keep her around? Simply because he wants what he can’t have?

Without waiting for Shen Chi to speak, Xu Chaomu pushed him forcefully, her face alternating between red and pale.

She was deeply unhappy, uncomfortable, and choked up inside.

If it had been a small quarrel before, she might have listened to him coax her, but this time, she was genuinely distressed.

It was just about asking for an autograph, and he had to bring up all these accusations. If this wasn’t making trouble out of nothing, then what was?